And then everything was over.

After a long day I wanted only to sleep. I wanted to jump on the bed, take my soft blanket and forget all the shitti things happend. I felt so fucking bad that day. I felt like everything was against me. I tried to find a way to solve my problems but like always, I knew there isn´t any. Not even one small light end of the tunnel of unending sadness. And the feeling put me crying so hard I didn´t know if I ever be able to laugh. To smile without feeling inside of my black hearth. And that day sun was dark and the night as black as death. Me, just a weak soul in my empty life. Life, like a place with darkness.